it just 1.54 a.m. I just wake up from my sleep.. Here and now.. I just watch the M5 clip video made by Dayu. The lovely friends I know. Sure, the reason why I watch that video because I miss them much. Why, because only them ( as friends) know how my self is. Life in Puncak Alam is not same as here, Shah Alam. I totally change. Change because the environment, people around me and... what I have to face here, make me totally change. I miss my self. I miss who I am. I miss the person who understand me deeply like my friends there( M5). I miss some one who always true to themself as they express all their feeling true from their hearts. Here?? No! I'ts only there. Puncak Alam. Why I said so? Only my Allah know how I need to deals with my life here. Only Him. Reside the Al Quran maked me feels better, but my Iman is not stronge. Sometimes I down. Not somtimes but always. If at Puncak Alam I found myself, at Shah Alam I lost my self. 

Sincerely,
myself. 
2.00 a.m ( 13/5/2014)